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lovin' march

finished the mentally-and-physically-damaging-semester-project almost three weeks ago .... still have to get up early every morning to take care other assignments or to go to work .... doesn't matter anyway, since it doesn't cost me more than 12 hours a day in campus.

there's a clear sign that autumn is on it's way .... first time today in 2012 that the temperature almost 20 degree C (currently in balcony typing this post ...... aaaahh it's awfully nice)

ps: current biggest excitement : off to South Korea in 13 days! ^^

the sneakers the boots

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first attempt drawing non-architectural objects with watercolor .... those items are my daily uniform during this winter ..... my old black jeans is ripped off due to my hyperactive movement I guess and somehow the idea of buying a new jeans doesn't makes me happy.
School is killing me in a good way, since almost 2 weeks of sleepless nights keep me apart from unwanted fat hehe. The big big big deadline will come in six weeks .... shall I start saving some extra money to buy a dozen of energy drink? Apart from school life is cool right now, after all I'm just a student trying to juggle many things at the same time .... and I've learned that things are always okay at the end as long as one's never runaway when the hardest part come. Got to sleep and be at work at 08.30 tomorrow, xxo!

laptop camera

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so I did only post random picture taken by my laptop camera lately ... I barely took picture with my SLR camera ... life has been so ordinary lately (yet still great) .... still juggling school and work and practice sport regularly. By sport I mean swimming once or twice on weekdays .... 9cm heels until 6 am on the weekend hehe

can't wait to put ballerina shoes on charge again! wellington boots is perfect gear, but after months of wearing it my feet is like crying and begging "gaaaaahhh... me want more oxygen!!!"

I've been wearing this stripes t-shirt and grey hoodie for about two weeks .... I went to sleep with this t-shirt .... woke up brush my teeth and go to University again with this shirt ... again and again for the whole two weeks! Not that I'm proud about it ... but also not ashamed. See that pimple in my face? I collected around 20 of them during deadline week, great great great.

Hej Miss P, I can't wait to see you (and ur friend M) and so does the boys in the flat and so does Bob Marley. So glad that u're coming next weekend to visit.

here comes my hang out place during the week, have a chill February weekend, sayonaraaaaa!

the real life 2010

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I don't know who's been visiting/reading my blog and hence been avoiding to write something personal. But 2010 is almost over, I'll say goodbye properly to 2010 with this .... a personal writing.

2010 has been rough. You may only seen pretty picture ... or random quirky scenes from my daily life, but actually life hasn't been as sweet as photographs. I'm a student, and yes .... school haunt my days endlessly. There are days when I'm bored with classes .... nervous with extremely important exams ... crying in the bathroom because I was devastated with German grammar. I pushed myself so hard to keep determined, sometimes I don't even know how to switch my mind off. I'm such a skanky perfectionist ..... I even tired of being perfectionist but can't change the way I am. Besides, I'm not allowed to fail. This study is so damn expensive .... and disappointing my parents never crossed in my mind.

After more than one year living in Stuttgart, I'm really a pro with managing daily household chores. If you meet me two years ago, back then I can't cook .... my cookings taste like plastic flip flop .... I shrinked my fave sweater in washing machine .... grocery shopping means went into Supermarket and took some chocolate bars home ... I have no structure at all! Now I should say I handle things neatly, and I'm happy with it.
Résumé. Household chores is a simple thing, just do it.

Personal life has been rough, to be honest. There are days when things are dark .... just very dark. Then came blurry days. Then came foggy days. Then came a bit sunshine followed by heavy storm. At the end the end of the day we're both a bit tired .... but we're still holding each others hand. We walk slowly now ..... and every once in a while the bad weather comes hit us.
Résumé. We both know for sure we just have to keep walking and have faith.

I should say 2010 means a lot to me, many life-changing things happened (even my clothes size's is also changed) To make 2010 more special, I met so many new friends ... and some of them are just nice. It took me around almost a year to finally dare to be more open and spend more time with the flatmates & co ... and we're a happy family now, they call me the sober little sister.